Friday, May 9, 2008
In a bad mood :(
Well it is official. I have an infected Sty in my eye. Let me tell you this is a painful thing and it is really pissing me off. I am so sick of these additional problems that creep up, it makes me angry. Aren’t I going through enough with the chemo induced nausea and exhaustion? I am starving in the mornings, but don’t want to eat anything because my stomach is too queasy. I am tired all the time, but having trouble sleeping without waking up. I can’t seem to get comfortable. I have mouth sores because of the chemo and my tongue is sensitive to food, heat and cold. I know this is a bitch session, but I think I deserve it. I am fed up. I deserve a break. I know my trip is a silver lining and something to look forward to, but today sucks.