It looks like I have finally kicked the bronchitis. It hung around for 6 weeks. I am feeling better now and I just passed my blood test. It is official, I start my new chemo next Monday and then a week later I go back to my normal chemo routine. I am not sure how I feel about it. It is important to get back on treatment, but I enjoyed feeling better last weekend and not really looking forward to feeling like crap again. It seems weird that last week I was praying to get better so I could start chemo again. Something is very wrong with that.
I am having a few ladies over on Friday for some wine and laughter. I am trying to tell myself that the house does not need to be perfect or even vacuumed and I don’t need to go out of my way to cook stuff, but the old me wants things to be perfect. The point of ladies night is to just chill out with friends, relax and have fun. We have it at my house so I don’t have to travel and there are always someone that pitches in cleaning up or rather cleans up everything and makes me sit. I think I like the impromptu parties better because I don’t have time to stress about it.
Tonight is physical therapy and tomorrow I am going to see Camelot at the Hippodrome. A friend gave me tickets and I am really looking forward to it, plus I have a very cute escort. I will probably be exhausted on Saturday, but that is what weekends are for right?