Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Mid day / Mid Night

I am finding that the hardest time for is Middle of the Day 1-3pm and Middle of the Night. In the afternoon I seem to crash after lunch. I miss my afternoon naps. Conversely, I find myself waking up between 1am – 3am. Last night I was unable to get back to sleep so I surfed the web some, knitted and tried to tire out my brain to be able to get back to sleep.

It seems weird to me that 12 hours apart I have such different energy levels. I would really like to switch them so I am awake in the afternoon and sleeping soundly at night. It does not seem like it is so much to ask. The new medication makes me a little restless and I find I am not content sitting around, but rarely have the energy to do anything else.

Wow – It seems like I am really in a bitchy mood today.
Updated 4/15/08 9pm

I thought I was done whining for the day, but apparently there are greater forces at work. This afternoon I left work 30 minutes early to get a blood test and then I on my home I was rear ended. So I guess being in an accident warrants a little more whining for the day. I am sore already, my neck, back and shoulder hurt. It is just not what I needed in my life right now. Another pain in the ass (or neck) thing to deal with. Not just the physical pain, but taking my car in to get fixed, etc, etc. I am really believing that negative forces are at work around me. Well, enough for now. I promise this is the last on my bitching for the day. I am going to take my pain meds and muscle relaxer and go to bed. Let’s hope that tomorrow is a better day.

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